Thoughts (I): Patrick Watson and Questioning Everything

One of my New Year's Resolutions was to write more, which I've failed miserably. Not because I don't have anything to write about, if I'm honest, I'm constantly having thoughts in my mind, but they just stay there; I tend to get inside my head quite a bit. I don't know why today I felt like writing about something, anything really, I just thought ''start typing and see where it goes''. So here I am now, listening to Patrick Watson (which doesn't really help at all) questioning all my life decisions while mind-fucking questions pop up in my mind:

Who I am?
Who I want to be?
What do I want achieve?
What is my purpose in life?

Lately I've been doing this a lot, which can be a bad thing to do at times, because I can get very frustrated for not knowing the answers. I've always been very envious of people who have a very clear vision of who they are and what they want to achieve. I've also been very envious of people who don't think they need to know any of these answers, they just go with the flow. In my case, I've never been neither of them, I've tried, you can be sure about that, but it has always ended up as an attempt.

Why do we have the need to answer these questions? Is it really for ourselves or for the people who are around us? People usually prefer to know about everyone else but them.

''What do you want to be when you grow up?'' or ''do you know what are you going to study in University, Julia?'', are questions that I've been constantly asked by other people all my life and I've never really understood why people do that, even though I do it too. Is it so I can show off? Is it so I can sound interesting? Or is it so they can feel better about their career choices? I really don't know. The only thing I know that right now is that I don't have a clear answer for any of these questions. Yes, I'm so lost, but I won't let this stop me living life in my own weird way.

As I'm writing this, I realize how good Patrick Watson is, I don't know why I don't listen to his music more often. I also realize that tomorrow I have an exam and I need to study, so I have to stop rambling on.

This is for all the lost souls. I'm here with you and I celebrate you.

Questions and answers (E-mail)

He notado que en los correos electrónicos que me enviáis muchas preguntas que me hacéis son las mismas así que he pensado que las repondría aquí porqué así sabría las respuestas más gente y podréis saber un poco más de mi:)

I've noticed that a lot of the questions you do to me in e-mails are repeated so I thought I could answer them so  more people could know the answers and you could know me a little bit better :)

¿Cuántos años tienes? / How old are you?

Tengo 13 años / I'm 13 years old.

¿Dónde vives? / Where do you live?

Vivo cerca de Barcelona / I live near Barcelona.

¿Cuál es tu trabajo? / What do you work of?

Ahora no trabajo porqué aún estudio pero cuando sea mayor quiero ser diseñadora de moda / I'm still studding but when I grow up I want to be a fashion designer :) 

¿Alguna vez colgaras fotos tuyas? / Are you going to upload photos of you someday?

Sí!! Lo tengo en mente, seguramente si lo hago colgaré mis looks diarios / Yes!! I have it in my mind, if I do it I'll do it of my daily looks.

¿Cómo definirías tu estilo? / How do you define your style?

Bf no tengo la menor idea!!! Haha porqué todos los días voy de un estilo diferente y me gusta mezclaros pero siempre me gusta ir chic y femenina / Bf I don't have any idea!!! Haha because everyday I'm dressed up of a different style and I like to mix different styles but I have to say that I like to go chic and femenine.

¿Quién es tu it girl favorita? / Who is your favourite it girl?

Olivia Palermo!!! Por supuesto, pero ahora me empieza a gustar mucho también Alexa Chung / Olivia Palermo!!! With no doubt, but now I'm also starting to like a lot Alexa Chung.

¿Cuál es tu color favorito? / What's your favourite colour?

El dorado / Gold.

¿Tienes mascota? / Do you have any pets?

Siiiiii! Se llama Lucky y es un perro y su raza es Golden Retriever / Yeees! He's name is Lucky and he is a dog and his a Golden Retriever.

Julia C.

GRACIAS POR VUESTRO APOYO !!!!! / THANKS FOR YOUR SUPPORT !!!!!